okay. i'm going SA tmr for training. i hope everything goes well. eh c'mon la. (=

it's like so near yet so far huh? for the first time, i found that this quote kind of applies. i felt like that when i hung out with the group last friday. and i think i probably will feel that when i'm in SA tmr. it's entering the school that ur friends are studying in and knowing the fact you guys won't talk to each other or even see each other. it's that bad huh? it's the same for the gang. polys and wherever, when we meet up, you guys would probably be tagged by a girl and everything. or worst, talking about ur classmates. i hate that. but do you know?

i think when we meet up once more, the feeling is going to be sooo strange. in fact, even now, when we talk online, there's like an invisible barrier in between us. we don't talk like we used to. we don't laugh like we used to. we no longer talk about our future together. and all those craps.

hah. good luck everyone. good luck.

oh nono, i need all the luck in the world. (=